So difficult

I have decided not to two any of my family that I am pregnant till I find out the gender due to a previous miscarriage. I just want to enjoy everything and keep it to myself for the time being however, it is so hard to lie to my mother about getting blood work or needing to watch my daughter while I go to the doctor for a follow up for pcos. 😩 She is going to be so pissed when she finds out I’ve been hiding it this whole time. My mom is like my best friend but in the same way she is one that will tell everyone in the world the first chance she gets.