So with my first who is now 4 I was diagnosed with old and went on anti depressants for 2 years. I took my self of anti depressents in 2013 because I thought I didn't need them which I didn't but now I'm 8 weeks PP and I've finally admitted to my self (and now you) that I have PND again. I'm going to the doctors later to speak about medication suitable to take while breastfeeding. I don't feel down in the dumps I feel more angry, short tempered, no patience and frustrated and its all aimed towards my 4 year old which I feel shit about so I need to admit defeat that I have PND again.