My baby !!! ??

UHg to think this time last year i was a week out from birthing my beautiful baby boy . He's almost one , I don't know how to feel about it ! I have mixed emotions . It's so bitter sweet ! I'm so proud of him , his personality is really starting to shine ! He's beautiful ! I did his one year pictures this morning , he weighs 22lbs and is probably 26 inches ! I want my new born back !! Hopefuly he'll have a brother or sister soon ?​​​​​​