I am so ready to meet this bundle I have growing inside of me. So many emotions, so much going on inside my head that I feel crazy.

I wonder if she will be anything like my first. I wonder if she will be as terrible as everyone says, because people like to tell me that the second one is always more difficult.. I was a second child and I remember being wonderful 😉🙃.

I wonder if she will look like me.

I wonder if she will look like her big sister.

I wonder if she will come out healthy because I took WAY better care of myself with my first.

I wonder if my guilt will go away once she enters into this world. I pray that it does!

Only 17 days left, and then I will know! Will this be like some sort of spiritual awakening?

Come on baby, mama is losing her mind and your poor big sister is lookin at me like 🤨 “who is this lady?”

Big sis is 18 months