Lost hope

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I feel like such a failure. I'm on day 60 of my cycle. I was on BC for 5 years and stopped taking it 6 months ago. Since then I've only had two periods and both were induced by clomid. I have had two different batches of positive ovulation tests this cycle but my temperature refuses to go up. I had several positive ovulation tests last weekend but had a full on breakdown this morning when I took my temperature and it was still low. It takes 6 weeks to get into my GYN so I'm feeling so hopeless while waiting. Does anyone have any success stories with cycles this long?