My fiancé knows I have PTSD and he knows what my triggers are. When I was six, I was molested by my sperm donor repeatedly for years. He would then sell me to his friends to take turns. Jack Daniels is a big trigger for me because that's all I smelled while this was happening. Tomorrow is my fiancé and his best friends birthday and his friend wants to drink jack at our house. My fiancé doesn't even tell him no or anything. I know he cares, but he says one thing to the friend and another to me. It's like he doesn't want his friend to think a girl has changed him. I know I'm not overreacting. I don't really want to deal with the night terrors and flashbacks that come once I'm around a trigger. And I know my fiancé doesn't like seeing me like this either. I just don't even know how to handle the situation without seeming like a crazy person 😔