his sexual past haunts me

piper

i have been dating my boyfriend for around 8 months now. (i’m a junior in high school) and before him i was never sexually involved. but he has been before me. he had a serious girlfriend before we met and they did oral, and everything else but vaginal sex. it haunts me every day. the thought of her seeing him naked, him seeing her, feeling her.. it makes me physically sick. i love him so much but it gets to the point where i don’t even wanna look at him. i can’t get over it!! i need help!! how do i get over my boyfriends sexual past and not have any heart ache anymore?