Motherhood isn’t for me

I fucking hate it, I’m starting to hate my life! This baby won’t stop crying & I’ve literally tried everything! On top of that my bf is mad at me because he has to sleep so he can work in the morning so he’s telling me I’m not doing what I’m supposed to because I can’t get her to stop crying. She never gives anyone else these problems, even when he has her at night it’s not this hard for him. This is my first child & will be my last. I have a headache, I have to pee & I’m hungry. Idk what her issue is nothing I do soothes her