I have been going through this nightmare for something like 5 weeks now, and every time I think it's almost over, I just get more bad news. At 5 weeks, only a week after our exciting bfp, I started bleeding and losing tissue. That night I was convinced that I had lost my baby. I was so heartbroken! Over the following week I did blood tests to confirm the loss, and was told that I had miscarried. For the next week and a half we mourned the loss of our baby, and as I was finally coming to grips with it, I did one last blood test to make sure that the hcg had gone back to 0. Well the hcg had shot back up to 150 so I had to do an ultrasound and more blood tests because they were now telling they believed I had an ectopic pregnancy; however, they were unable to verify that with the ultrasound. Hcg was still rising so I was sent to the er for a shot to eject it if there was a tubal pregnancy. Even after the shot my hcg is still rising with no answers, and my Doctor's office has been less than helpful or supportive throughout this whole situation. I have gained 15 lbs in the last month due to stress, and let's be honest, probably all the ice cream too, and have lost all motivation to do anything including exercise (which I used to do regularly). I just feel drained and sad every day, and I just really want my life back. How can I move on, when it seems like it never ends?