Hi all, I really really need some relationship advise. I'm 21 yrs old, british but live in malta with my english boyfriend who is 42. We have lived here since September last year. I love living here so that is not the problem, he doesn't like it anywhere near as much as I do though. I fell pregnant when we first got together about 4 weeks in to our relationship, of course it wasn't planned but we both decided to go ahead with the pregnancy, when I was 8 weeks I had a miscarriage which I was tough. I do love him and care for him but I can't feel a spark and to make it worse my ex boyfriend, who I was head over heels in love with (we first because boyfriend and girlfriend when I was 13!!! We split up when I was 17 as I wanted to spend more time with friends) has recently got back in touch and I've realised I still have really strong feelings for him. I'm so confused as to what to do! He wants to come and visit me in malta to see if it's the kind of life he would like but I'm so torn! Any advice would be greatly welcomed and really appreciated! Thank you so much xxx