We just had our second missed miscarriage in four months. First was at our 9 week ultrasound in December when we found out baby only measured 8 w 4 days and there was no heartbeat. I had to have a d&c.; After one cycle we tried again and I got pregnant early February. So excited but nervous ... all my blood work HCG levels were doubling well, progesterone slightly low so put on supplements. Saw HB this time at 6w4d.... i was soooo excited and happy. Then went back for 9 week scan no heartbeat found out baby had died at 6 w 5 days literally a day after the heart was beating. I’m 38 and the first loss was hard enough I’m just wondering why God punishes us why is he having me go through this a second time.

I’m going to a fertility specialist at this point. My time is running out and I always wanted 2 kids now I’ll be happy with at least one. This is just awful beyond belief. I’ll be 39 in two months. Why give me smtnng and then take it away from me a month later????? And there are so many bad mothers out there who have no problems and don’t even deserve to be mom’s. Praying for my 🌈👶🏻 soon.