I am almost exactly 7 months past my miscarriage and I still think about it every day. I have constant reminders due to the fact that many people I know are pregnant. Most days I am okay but nights like tonight seem to cut me deep. My boyfriend says I can't let this destroy my life. Trust me when I say he is the sweetest most supportive man I have ever met. We have been together for four years and if he wasn't an amazing man I can promise you we wouldn't be together this long. He means well when he says I can't let this miscarriage control my life. I really am trying not to let it destroy me. I have continued to go to work and I am graduating college with a Bachelors Degree May 4th. I am trying to be the woman my baby would've been proud to call their mom. But I still get upset... Sometimes I still cry. I felt the changes in my body. I was only 7 weeks pregnant but I could feel the changes my pregnancy was making to my body. Someone please tell me I'm not crazy... please tell me you or someone you know has been where I am. I have a strong faith and I believe this was Gods way of saying not yet... but 7 months later and some nights I still long for someone I never even got the chance to meet. Tell me I'm not the only Momma to an angel that feels this way 7 months later... Tell me your story and your struggles.