Today I go to see my consultant for the last time before I actually give birth in a few weeks, problem is I’ve had such a complicated pregnancy start to finish, I suffer with seizures when pregnant and nobody knows the cause of it, she’s measuring 2 weeks ahead and I’m not too worried as I’d rather her be big than small but the past 2 weeks I’ve had irregular contractions lost my mucus plug bleeding and just generally in pain down below, I know that’s all part of pregnancy but with my seizures getting worse I’m worried that by the time I go into labour if I have a seizure and nobody is here what if something bad happens? With my last daughter my cervix tore in half (4 years ago) and I hemmoraged and needed 5 hours of surgery ideally i wanted a controlled birth I.e induced at the hospital incase anything happens, I asked a few weeks ago and he said there was a 30 percent chance everything would be ok and we won’t know untill we try but I’m not comfortable with this, do I push on it again today or leave it and trust his judgement?