Don’t know if this is a sign of postpartum or not but need to get off my chest..

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My son is 5 months old and I have slowly been transitioning him into his crib for day time naps which has been going good..I tried to put him in his crib in his nursery for the first time overnight instead of his rock and play in my bedroom..however I had a really hard time last night letting him sleep in his crib I didn’t sleep.. couldn’t even close my eyes I stared at the monitor the whole time and my heart was racing non stop but as soon as I came and got him when he woke up at 1am.. I finally calmed down and it stopped racing.. not sure if this is part of postpartum or not but I really am not ready to be separated yet from my child and my husband can sense that. So even tho he just came home with a crib for our bedroom..Thank God and yes I did cry my eyes out! I am hoping this helps me until I am mentally ready to put him in another room on his stomach when I sleep and not get upset about it.

Any advice, comments or thoughts I appreciate. This is sensitive for me right now so plz be nice. I am a FTM and am learning along the way.