Life is kicking me in the balls 😩🤦🏼‍♀️

Okay ladies ... GET READY FOR THIS BSSSSS

I'm 38 weeks pregnant and 1 day . But my baby boy is measuring 2 weeks ahead . Still stuck at 3 centimeters dilated and 30% effaced . Feeling so gross and honestly just feeling like an elephant with ostrich legs 🤦🏼‍♀️

I'm 18 , still have to finish my last year of school , and get my license because I let it expire , and get a job after my son is born . My boyfriend/fiancé (19) and I live with his parents (who don't mind that I'm not done with school and are really excited to have a grandkid). We don't live on our own because Vegas is expensive and ghetto for anyone looking to move there . We want to buy a house because it's smarter than renting but if we decide to buy a house , I don't want it to be in Vegas , but we also want to stay close to family .. so we are in a pickle 😕 but that's a decision for another day .

My boyfriend just got laid off a few days ago from his work , he worked as a pipe fitter at $15 an hour and was making really good money for his age , they didn't tell him why they were laying him off so he's going to see if he can collect unemployment . He's also looking for other work and trying to stay in construction . He's a really buff guy that needs hard labor . He's die if he had to stand at a cash register all day . He's applied to come places but we are just waiting for the go🚦

We had a 2 door work truck that we used but once I got pregnant we decided to get a 4 door family car , we sold the truck and my boyfriends aunt gave us her 2002 dodge neon (she was getting a brand new car and thought it would be the best baby shower gift , which it was)

well fast forward to today , everything is fine . Boyfriend says he's gonna run down to the gas station to get drinks , and you guys !!! not even 5 minutes later he comes storming through the house extremely upset .. throwing his keys and siting on the couch with his hands over his eyes

well y'all ....

there was an electrical fucking fire , the passenger seat caught on fire !!!

We bought a Rachel Zoe limited edition car seat that I was in love with for $400 and it's completely ruined !

I have seriously have NO idea what to do , like NOT A DAMN MOTHERFUCKIN CLUE !! One of my sons baby blankets is ruined , luckily I still had his boppy in its plastic case , his two baby books had a protective plastic case as well so it's protected but I'm just so upset and even sketched out if they're protected . I feel like everything is tainted at this point and that nothing is salvageable because newborns are so delicate and fragile .

We have nothing in savings because his parents ask for money and we cant say no since we don't pay for rent . We've needed to replace parts on his moms car because she didn't have the money . I just seriously am at a loss and need some guidance . His aunt just took the car off insurance literally this morning so I don't know what we are going to do .

I'm literally just over here thinking "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK"

Just trying to take a deep breath and not stress like everyone is telling me to do but YALL ! HOW CAN I NOT STRESS !? My baby boy could come at literally any moment and I don't even have a damn car seat for him 😩 I could replace the fabric with a new one for $150 but I still don't feel comfortable putting my newborn in a car seat that was in the presence of fire , even if we clean the plastic 😞 I'm just so out of sorts and so incredibly lost . Our worlds are falling apart and I just can't handle it . Please no rude or harsh comments , I've already had enough negative bs happen for a good year 😓

Sorry if I post this in a wrong group , I just have no idea where this story fits 🤷🏼‍♀️