Well, I just got put out of work, 3 weeks earlier than I had planned for. Hopefully disability will be able to kick in sooner rather than later.

But now I feel lost, like I don’t know what to do about money, I don’t know what to do with myself, I know my poor boyfriend is losing his mind because he was worried enough as it was.

Ugh. I just wanted a lifting restriction, but it means that I’m unable to perform my job duties so they took me out all together.