TTC after a miscarriage

Coral
In April (this year) I had a miscarriage and I was almost 5 weeks, I know it wasn't far gone at all but I was so looking forward to being a mum, and each month when I get my period I get so upset because me and boyfriend are TTC but it's obviously not working :( and I'm petrified that if I do get pregnant again, I'll lose my baby again