Symptom watching mad

Amelia

Hi! I’m 21, this is my first pregnancy I’m 5 weeks and about 5 days. Unplanned but very much wanted. I am going absolutely mad watching my symptoms so closely. Watching them fluctuate and then crying if they disappear. One day I’m convinced it’s ectopic. Next I’m convinced I’m having a miscarriage. Next I think it’s going to be okay. Please anyone out there as neurotic and worried as me!?