Trouble trusting In God

I have recently been out of a relationship for 6 months. It does not seem like a long time, but I have matured not only in a “society” stand point but also as a Christian.

I’m in a Christian ministry and I have started to develop feelings for a man who is in my same ministry. He is very strong in his faith and that is why I’m attracted to him. Clearly he has physical features and his personality is amazing, but I really love his passion for Christ. I also know his family and they’re the sweetest.... my entire friend group knows I have a crush on him, he obviously doesn’t know.. at least i don’t think he does.

Sometimes I a have little hope that God will bless me with a husband. I desire one so much, I know that is not what my happiness should be in, but i struggle with the thought that God may not bless me with a husband.

Should i be telling this man how I feel?

I have asked God to take away my desires for this man, but i still have them. I ask God to reveal what I should do and I feel as if i am not getting answers. I almost just wish the boy I like would develop feelings for me, and tell me- only because I’m terrible at confrontation.