I’m getting induced an I’ve known since the beginning they said 37 to 39 weeks we will induce you I have a heart condition that’s why. Anyways since I have a heart condition the baby isn’t getting all the oxygen it needs to grow so it’s measuring small in the 14 to 12 percentile as of yesterday. She thinks I’ll be induced now at 36 weeks. I’m so scared. I don’t want him to have problems I don’t want him so be in the nicu I want him to be healthy. I know there’s no way of knowing and no way of controlling the situation but it’s freaking me out. Yes the rooms ready hospital bags packed stroller and car set bought like we have everything he needs and so in 6 weeks everything will be more then finished and set up but I just am worried about him and I just want him to be happy and healthy an I feel like having him come early is my fault. I’m a fixer when something is wrong with someone I like to help and fix it make them happy and make shit easier on them and in this case knowing I have no control over helping my own son knowing I’m the problem I’m wats going to make him come early sucks an makes me feel like a horrible mom. I just don’t want him to have any problem. 😭 The only thing the doctor told me to do is rest. 🤷🏼‍♀️ like isn’t there anything else I can do to help him grow?