On March 6th, 2018 I lost my baby. I was going to find out the gender of my precious baby ❤️ but instead I was told that my baby didn’t have a heart beat anymore. Nothing in the world hurt my heart than this.. it’s been so hard on me and my partner.. I honestly don’t know what to do.. it feels like this is all a bad dream... I wish I still had my bundle with me.. I wish things weren’t like this.. I never got to see my baby grow or hear him say mommy or even got to hear my baby cry for the very first time.. nothing in the world hurts me more than this..