So I'm depressed, my SO was cheating on me and I decided to give him one last chance and I'm not over it... so I'm depressed.

Lack of attention, lack of physical intimacy (not sex), lack of help...

And I'm down to eating 300-600 calories a day.... and now I'm pooping red slime

I don't know how to get out of this slump, why can't I eat? I'm hungry, but nothing is appealing except coffee..

Is it control? Bipolar disorder runs in our family, my brother has it bad; He went manic a few weeks ago and got picked up by the cops in his underwear after he destroyed his house and dug himself a grave...

Me? I've never really been manic, I havr insomnia like my brother...but I've always been rather prone to becoming depressive...

I'm stuck but I want to escape, I planned on going to a concert with friends on the 3rd.... the bf spent all the money I had left, with which I planned to buy my ticket with... but I guess BBQ with his fam and a haircut was more important... which I understand... I'm just mopey