i think my marriage is over...

We had a HUGE fight and while on friday our rainbow baby boy, will be born early through a scheduled c-section. We lost our first, Emma in June 2016. While in labour at a goverment hospital, moconium asparation and cord arround neck. I cant believe it feels like its over and this is when we must be at our happiest, we are blessed, Jasper Liam will be born on friday morning at 37w4days. But with this fight I am so anxious and stressed and if he has any lasting damage because of my stress with fighting with his daddy... i feel so sad and scared