Do you really like your vibrator?

Ok so my boyfriend got me a vibrator as a gift like a year ago, and I’ve used it at max 3 times when with him... and one time I tried it alone...

I was so excited to get it, he got one of those that has that weird shape like is poking your clit lol, but anyway, it just doesn’t do anything for me? I genuinely don’t like it. Just feels like a piece of hard rubber and plastic, almost like something you’d put in for medical use rather than to turn you on 😐