I feel so selfish for wanting my baby here with me. I know that most miscarriages are caused by chromosomal abnormalities and the pregnancy will likely not be successful, and I know that my baby is in the arms of Jesus and is perfectly healthy. My husband and I were ecstatic to become parents for a second time, we were excited to see our daughter become a big sister. Our baby had a heartbeat, and tiny fingers and toes.. we wanted that baby, more than anything. I want to be able to feel happy that our baby is now healthy in heaven, but I am not happy, I’m broken and empty. Please keep my family in your prayers ladies, this is the hardest thing we’ve ever had to go through. To all of the ladies who have experienced a loss, I pray for you, for comfort and peace in your lives.