Today I brought out all the books I bought when I was pregnant first (had a mc) that I used to read to my baby. I can't believe im doing this again. this is the first time I'm feeling guilty. I only had the mc in Jan and I feel like I'm too excited again and too soon. I feel like my son is gonna feel left out even tho he's not here because the loss is still so soon and I always feel like he's here with me .