To my beautiful little girl Anna Simone 7.11lbs 19 inches 4/14/18.

You were a fighter fought to stay till the very end I never knew you were hurting and suffering and you tried to hold on for me. I am very grateful for the time we had together. You will always be remembered and loved. My little Angel REST IN THE ARMS OF JESUS.

TILL WE MEET AGAIN MY LITTLE PRINCESS

I don’t know what went wrong her heart rate suddenly dropped and was rushed for emergency c-section, but I am happy to have had her in my life even though she never made it out alive. Words can’t express the pain and emptiness I feel when my breast throb with need to feed or when as I was leaving my baby behind another mother was taking hers home. When I saw the stuff she should be wearing home in the bag, or when I crazily snuck a peek in her room and almost broke down. I am thankful for my family both natural and spiritual and my friends that keep me strong. My six year old who doesn’t quite understand that her sister is gone brings me joy. My husband showing strength for the two of us. I don’t understand how he is coping but he is helping me through it. I want to be upset and angry at everything and everyone but somehow I just can’t quite do that. I know that God has a plan and only He knows what tomorrow may bring. I am still alive and I am thankful.

I LOVE YOU ANNA FOREVER AND ALWAYS ❤️