Honestly I struggle with sadness around this time. April 28, 2016 I lost my first baby. I lost my second baby last year. I was due Feb. 4, 2018. So I was kind of bummed. A couple weeks ago I had a feeling the 19th would be an exciting day. So last week, on the 11th I told my sister-in-law that I thought my nephew would be born on the 19th. He was due the 23rd. On the 12th I guessed he would weigh 8lbs. 4oz. I am slightly sad that my babies and him won't grow up together and that I don't have them, but I can share my love with my sweet nephew. I may not have my babies to hold and love, but I can love my nephew. My day will come. Knowing my little nephew would be around, gives me a little cheering up. Well, today is April 19th and guess who decided to show up? My precious nephew is here! Jayden Clyde Franklin arrived today April 19, 2018 at 6:21pm weighing 8lbs. 4oz. and 20.5in. long. I love him already.💖 😍