I don't know what to do to keep my mind off of it. I think about having a baby everyday. I'm only 18. I'm getting ready to start college in August and I know right now would not be the ideal time for a baby but that doesn't stop me from wanting it. My boyfriend is an amazing guy and I have no doubts or fears that he would leave me. But I would never ever get pregnant on purpose and he has already told me he doesn't want to have a baby yet. I need something to take my mind off of it.. Help.. It's eating me up inside and it's all that I think about.. 👶🏽💕