My toddler is into everything (including her diaper, my birth control pills, anything with a lid that can be spilled, and my newborn cries if I’m out of sight. Not to mention my husband keeps joking around about me “sucking his dick”. He says he does it to get a rise out of me and I don’t find it amusing one f*cking bit. I’m so damn tired I haven’t slept since last May before I found it I was pregnant with our second. I know we planned this but omg I have no idea what the hell I’m doing and I feel like I’m losing my mind and more angry then I should be. How do people keep their patience and not feel overwhelmed? Some days are enjoyable and then I have some like today where it’s chaos and I wonder why I even became a mommy. I know it’s terrible but it truly takes so much out of a person. I can’t handle it... right now I feel like the worse person in the world. I love my babies but I need a freaking break.