Kinda jealous

I KNOW this sounds crazy, but every time I see someone posting about scheduling an induction for the end of April or a C-section, or even having their baby early, I get a twinge of jealousy. OBVIOUSLY I understand it is because of complications, but I want my baby here 😂😭. I’m due May 2nd, so obviously its not even that far away, but it FEELS it. I told my boyfriend yesterday, and he said, “I don’t get it. It’s not like you won’t have her. You will eventually.” 🙄 I KNOW, but I can’t help it.