This is baby #2, and I wanted to let my boyfriend name our daughter this time since I had found old messages from him to his female friend about how he hated our first daughter's name and that he thinks it sucks. Which really sort of did hurt me because it was difficult to find a suitable name for her and when she was born, I took one look at her and she looked like a Sonja. I thought it was unique with how I spelled it because it's rare around here and there is no Sonja/Sonia/Sonya in both our families.

Anyways, I asked him what he wanted to name our second daughter since she is about to arrive next month in June. He right away said Sabrina. Don't get me wrong, Sabrina is a beautiful name but I have two cousins name Sabrina and I know his ex name is Sabrina. It's just too mainstream and I don't really like mainstream names... I did tell him he could name her anything, Just not Sabrina, yknow? And he got mad and told me, "Then you name the fucking kid. I like Sabrina but you dont so it's whatever."

Like, mmmmmkay. Anyways.

The names I like are:

Selene

Saffron

Ramona

Elloysa

But doesn't mean I'll name her. I want him to name her and if he doesn't, then I'll name her. Trying to be civil with this man and he don't wanna try harder to pick a name because he is so into Sabrina. 💀

And the other night he called her Priscilla, which to me is a great name and I like it too. And today I asked, "So, you like Priscilla?" And he got an attitude and said no.

One month. One. More. Month. We need a name before we even throw a baby shower and start doing a nursery. Oml. This man makes me so angry, but I still love his complicated ass.. No matter what we go through.