I think I may have a eating disorder? Sometimes I’m soooo hungry which hasn’t happened in a few months. So now I never want to eat, I mean I do but I’m not hungry but I feel like I literally shove food down my throat I eat all the time even though I know I don’t want it and I want to lose weight but I literally can’t put the food down😔😔 help please!! I can’t look it up because my parents can see what I search