First off hate is a strong word to use after my body did such an amazing thing. But it’s the only one i can use to describe how i feel about myself 😞. I’ve never been a skinny person, I’m a bigger built girl and have always been bulky. But before baby boy and pregnancy, i was happy in my skin. I had a little chub but barely noticeable. I could throw on anything and not think twice about it. Now, my belly is flabby and my stretch marks are awful. I wear nothing but sweatpants and T-shirt’s. I tried on 10 bathing suits today in target and ended up having a mental breakdown because i couldn’t stand the way i looked in the mirror. My husband constantly tells me I’m beautiful and how amazing i look after having a baby, but i honestly don’t see it. I feel my depression coming back because of how I’m feeling about myself and i don’t know what to do. The only thing making my days better is my bright and bubbly baby boy❤️