Okay so I have the weirdest crush of my life

So when I went to a new school last year, I was in 8th grade and I saw this one random high school boy standing by the stairwell at first I didn’t care but gradually I noticed he stood there every morning

He kind of stared at everyone that walked by and it me feel weird at first so I tried to avoid the area unless I was with a group of friends,

But then gradually I became curious about him wondering what grade he was in but eventually the year came to the end and I didn’t really see him.

So my first year in high school this year and he’s gone

So I assume he left the school

But then I see him sometimes in the hall

And for some reason I start planning me getting to class earlier just so I can pass by him in the halls

Then out of shear luck I end up in a class with him for second semester and I swear he will be looking at me

But I can’t tell because I try to avoid looking his direction unless he’s looking away

Well anyway I have lunch with him too so my year has been pretty great

The only thing I know about him right now is his name

I think he’s a senior or maybe a junior I can’t tell

But I’m too scared off even talking to him so I don’t even want to get my hopes up