Jealous of my husband

So we've been trying for 6 years and finally got fertility benefits from his job and so we are starting the process. We had work up, vaginal ultrasound found a cyst on right ovary, and he had a semen analysis.

So we called this morning because we couldn't wait any longer. So the call started off saying ALL THE THINGS WRONG WITH ME 😫😫. I have diabetes and Hypothyroidism, so they said of course told me the lecture that I've heard for years about my conditions. They found that my body didn't accept my MMR vaccine I had as a child so I had to get that today, low on Vitamin D, Need to stop diabetes pills and go get insulin 😣😣

They get to his semen analysis part & tells me that he blew them out of the water with how "amazing" his sperm quality was. Said he qualifies to be a sperm donor😫😫 So it all boils down on MEEEE .

I am so depressed and jealous of him for being so fertile and me the one preventing us from having babies. We're both 23 and we want a baby. Should I Feel like this?? We start IVF cycle soon maybe in June or July.