I’m so scared 😭

I’m 6+3 and ive never had a pot of gold baby I have two rainbows but I’ve always had two miscarriages before each pregnancy I’m worrying like sick I can’t afford an early scan the nearest one is about £95 and my midwife appointment isn’t for 3 weeks then I have to wait another couple of weeks for a scan a few ladies I know have lost there babies and I’m so scared I’ll lose my baby or I’ll have the scan and they’ll have stop growing please give me some ideas or positive stories from ladies in the same boat.

I am praying my pot of gold is healthy and will be there still at 12 weeks kicking away when I have my scan.