My husband and I have been TTC for 6 months. Month after month there is disappointment. This month finally, AF wasn’t showing her ugly face. I average a 34 day cycle, it’s day 40, I let myself get a little hopeful and buy a pregnancy test. We make a pact that I will take it on Saturday- cycle day 42. I finally let myself get a little excited, maybe it is finally our time. I come home from work on Friday, to find a visit from an unwanted friend, AF. This is a devastating month for me, only because she wanted so long to visit. I’m left feeling hopeless, how will I ever be able to track?? Am I not meant to have babies? What is wrong with me?

I’m sure it’s the hormones speaking, but TTC sucks sometimes.