Im counting down the days ...

Fay 💕 • Mother of two ! One angel baby 10/23/18 🎈. Just welcomed my rainbow babygirl* Ryelynn Destiny * 12/14/18 💕🎈

Today I’m 5 weeks 1 day and I’m petrified . I want to rush the weeks so I can be in my 2nd trimester and feel a little bit better about this pregnancy. I’m doing everything right this time and I’m just hoping and praying I don’t lose this one . God forbid. Is this anxiety normal?