i’m trying so hard.

i’m trying so hard to love myself and it’s so so difficult.

i over think everything i do and i criticize myself too easily. i’m trying to be breezy and confident but i can’t seem to find myself beautiful. the way i get intensely bloated, the way my face turns red, my acne. it’s worse when i have pretty friends that all act like they’re not. it makes me sad that i can’t be confident.