I'm nervous

I'm 4 days late and I'm so nervous I want this so much I'M actually crying while I write this lol I lost my last baby....i been threw so much I honestly NEVER thought I would ever be given the opportunity to have another baby I have a 10 yr old son who's dad passed away 5 yrs ago....so last yr when i had my miscarriage it HURT so much Im pretty sure I'm pregnant again and I've never been more SCARED go Monday to find out 4 sure.