I don't feel like talking it out with him. I am hesitant because it could just be not a big deal for him. Basically, he was getting all excited and happy for his roommate who went on a date with some exchange student who paid for movie and milkshake for his roommate. And I went like... uhh okay good for him. And he just tried to explain me why HE and his roommate get a "Pleasant surprise" that she paid for the date because it is mostly guys who have to pay a lot for dates. And I just got a bit annoyed and still cannot get over it. I doubt he even knows how it made me feel. He pays for most of our dates but I did paid for us 20% of the time too. Heck, I even pay for myself if we go out together and I get my own beuty supplies. Yet I did not get all that excited when I bought us meals and stuffs for Valentine's and other random surprise occasions. I don't know :/ I feel like why he appreciates that girl paid just for the one and only first date that much but I don't get that much appreciations like that when I did that for him and now he is bragging about it to me?

I just need to get it out of my chest to not ruin his relaxing Sunday. 😣 I'm sorry it might sound very childish if my insecurity to some of you. But I'm financially independent and just started to get my financial stable at this point. So I cannot go out and spread cash and swipe cards on all dates I go with him. But seeing him getting all excited about some girl who paid for movie and milkshake for his roommate date night is just kinda making me😞 feeling down