What?

Ambria

This is the first time I have actually said this “out loud” (couldn’t think of another phrase). I don’t know what is wrong with me. I want to be loved (in a romance way) and want to be in love. I have a boyfriend who loves me. I don’t think I love him back. I want to have a boyfriend but whenever I have one ( I’ve had 2.5 (including my current boyfriend and the guy that I talked to before him)) I feel annoyed whenever they want to talk and hang out. I am attracted to guys but I don’t like getting attraction from people unless it’s at specific times when I want to feel attractive. What is wrong with me?