monotony

I've been feeling rather down recently. I just started a new job and I love the people I work with but I'm new and it's stressful.

in three months I'm moving to the UK where my boyfriend is located.

basically I'm tired of getting up, going to work, watching TV/eating/etc after work for three hours, and then going to bed, getting up and doing the same thing. I also feel in a rut because I feel like my life is on hold until I move in with my bf.

I'm sure this is quite common, but I'm wondering, do you guys ever feel trapped in your life? I feel like I don't get enough time to myself, especially with a 8-5 job. I think the next job I get will be part-time or early hours because it REALLY affects me.

it scares me, because I'm going to be working and doing things like this all my life and I just....I'm scared I'm going to feel trapped all my life.

If you've ever felt like this, please regurgitate ALL helpful info because I really hate feeling so sad all of the time.