How to turn my life around?

Question

So, I have always been raised in a Christian household, but never had actually believed in God, or followed the Bible. 
Well in the last couple of years I have been struggling with severe anxiety due to being raped when I was 15. I have gained a ton of weight from comfort eating, and my life has literally went downhill. I currently live with my boyfriend, and have no job and am having a hard time finding one because I didn't turn in a two weeks notice with my last one and I do nothing and I'm just depressed. I was kicked out of my mothers house 6 months ago due to my anger issues. I'm 19 by the way. I just want a house, to be married with kids, a successful career and I want to be happy. And I don't want to be so anxious and afraid anymore. My dad was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer two years ago and lately I have also been anxious about getting cancer. Like any cramp or pain I feel I start freaking out thinking "what if I have it" and ugh. I want to be physically and mentally healthy, and I really want to form a relationship with God and start following the Bible.... but I just have no idea where to start. I literally have like 2 friends and my mom doesn't talk to me much anymore. So any advice will be appreciated 
Sorry if this is a stupid post, I'm not sure how to word it

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Pain is never stupid. Thank you for sharing what you’re going though and being vulnerable. I’m glad you recognize the power found in having a solid spiritual foundation. Being in a good place spiritually allows for the rest of life to either fall into place or, when it falls apart, you to be anchored to peace. Having a solid spiritual foundation with God is crucial and must be pursued heavily and intentionally. As for where to start, everyone is different but I would suggest making time to read a chapter of the Bible every day. Starting in the book of Mark and making your way through all the Gospels May be helpful to you since it will allow you to actually see Jesus first-hand instead of what everyone says about Him, and seeing Him firsthand will help since that’s who you’re seeking for healing anyway. Knowing Him, for me, often makes everything better, even if everything isn’t yet good. I’d also suggest finding a church that makes the Bible its authority and is a healthy place full of healthy, spiritual Christians. There are many good churches and many bad churches. Don’t go based on feelings, but based on what teaches truth, love, and is healthy. It takes time to figure out if a church is those things, so don’t feel like you need to solve it all immediately. Most importantly, just pray to God. If you want help figuring out how to do so, read the psalms. They’re an excellent source in teaching people how to pray. I’ll be prayer by for you.

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Website to help- jw.org 
On the home page they will have magazines and books you can read which cover a vast amount of subjects and it’s ALL bible based. 
Also on the page you can request a bible study .. which is basically someone will study the bible with you when and where ever your comfortable with. You can learn all about god , the bible and how you can have a real relationship with god . 
Otherwise I’d love to help you ! You can privately message me at anytime! And I’ll be happy to help with anything or even just so you can vent.

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Philippians 4:6 KJV

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Maybe find a church to start going to regularly. You can try and form that relationship with God, and I’m sure the pastors would want to help you any way they could. 
I’m not Christian, but when I started going to the Buddhist temple every week it was a huge reason for me being able to come out of my depression. Any sort of place of worship will give you a support network, a family, a refuge to escape to. So I think that’s a good place to start.

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Well to have all those things you need to be educated and employed so start by going back to school and getting a qualification, try something in biology or tech

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Find a local Christian church and talk to the pastor. It’s also a great way to make new friends who can pray for you and with you. In the meantime, pray God that He sends you his peace. It may be hard at the beginning but don’t give up and continue to pray even when you don’t feel like praying, God will manifest Himself.

How to turn my life around?

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