Lost my twin boys

Amaka • Mommy to twin angel boys in heaven💙💙 pregnant with my rainbow baby🤰🏻

It's really a hard trauma for me as I lost both my boy on 21st April...that morning by 3,my water broke and I thot it was a joke as I was only 7months pregnant..then me and my husband rushed to hospital,I pushed them at 5..they were both breeched..weighing jus 1kg..they were rushed to the NICU...I had a lil tear,at 6 o clock in the evening I lost my precious boys..am going crazy guys..I don't know if I would ever get through this guys..am depressed,need help