hello everyone. I've been so upset this past week because my boyfriend of almost four months is moving far away.

he moved to my state because I said I didn't wanna do long distance.

he showed up where I work and surprised me, we got together that day.

he makes me so incredibly happy, he takes care of me and makes sure I'm okay.

almost four months later, he told me how he was super homesick and that he was moving back home.

I told him I didn't wanna do long distance,

and let's be honest. I did not want him to move. call it selfish or needy, but I don't want to go through that. I told him we would be done. and that didn't stop him.

the last day we spent together was the day after we broke up. he picked me up from my house and it was an awkward silence that lasted until he asked "do you wanna make out with me as bad as I do you?"

we talked about us, and how his life is gonna be from now on moving back home. I cried and cried and he cried too, neither of us wanted it to end. we both want to spend our lives together, so we got back together and wanna make it work.

but he left an hour ago to go back home. and I already miss him way too much. I've cried and called off of work, but I don't want to make it seem like I'm being selfish, or telling him not to go. he's already left and I want to make the most of it, but it just hurts.

what should I do?

he wants me to move down to him, but I can't just drop out of college and move my life like that. no matter how badly I want to.