My ex and I are slowly working on things. We split in October and he moved in with someone else, as a rebound because he had no where else to go.

I’ve spent months in therapy and doing so off meds due to my pregnancy. I really do love him, and I miss his kids. Hopefully, We can gain each others trust back and be as happy as we used to be. It’s going to take time, but I’m looking forward to the ride.

The last year of our relationship was a struggle. We struggled with communication issues and I was struggling mentally. It got to the point where I never wanted to be home. He didn’t want to come home. In September, I got served with an eviction notice. He didn’t help financially. We were both at the breaking point. So I kicked him out in hopes he would better himself. We continued seeing each other and I wasn’t interested in pursuing a relationship because I knew I needed to work on myself. And I didn’t properly communicate that with him, so he assumed I wasn’t putting forth the effort, so he latched onto a girl from work. Mostly because where he was living, he was given a deadline, so he found her and moved in with her.

He and I didn’t talk for weeks. We argued. He broke my heart. But over the last week, we have been talking as friends and I have been communicating with him as far as my therapy and what’s going on with my pregnancy. And he’s still kind of stand offish with me, but he’s open to day by day.

I have acknowledged my mistakes and apologized for them and have been showing him I’m really trying.

All I want is my family back in one piece. I hope that this doesn’t backfire and we get back to where we used to be.

I’m removing all my social media (except here) and focusing on myself first and foremost.

Keep myself, my daughter and my soon to be son in your prayers! We surely need it! ❤️