because idk where else to vent...

Alexandria • 💙4/10/18 👼💙 HELLPS Survivor

hormones suck... normally I wouldn't be so upset about what happened but I really do feel like crying...

I told my bf I would cook for us tonight. something pretty simple. just pork chops with one of those rice sides and corn. I'm not a big cooker so he was really excited over not cooking tonight. he's a chef at one of the nicer restaurants in town so he gets tired of cooking I know. he said he would bring his brother home some food from the restaurant since we didn't have enough pork for him to eat too. he was fine with that.

plan was for me to start dinner when he sent me a text saying he was almost out so it was still warm and he could make sure the meat was actually cooked. like I said. I'm a bad cook. then about 10 minutes later I get a call from my bf to not cook as I'm literally almost finished with the pork and started plating the sides because he brought food for me too. as I look at the food I just cooked and even got a compliment from his brother on the food which means a lot because he's a chef with degrees and awards himself! so my bf gets mad that I made food saying how we had talked about dinner and he said he would just bring food home since he was bringing his brother some. I swear he didn't mention anything and before he left he even repeated to me the steps on how to make a good simple seasoning for pork. and honestly I just want to cry

1. I cooked. and I was pretty proud of myself...

2. I don't remember him saying anything about bringing dinner home

3. he sounded so upset

4. he walked him and didn't give me a kiss like he normally does first thing. he changed then did but still it wasn't first thing like usual

i should mention he's not mad mad like angry he's just upset because he did say something. I asked his brother and he was like "yeah I was right there when he told you that."