TTC Blues

We have been ttc for three years. A couple months ago we found out that his numbers are low and our chances of having children are slimmer now. It felt validating to hear that there was a reason we were not getting pregnant but now that we know I have never been more sad. I am armed with knowledge on anxiety and depression and yet it has hit me too. I wanted to post this so others who are feeling Blue will know that they are not alone. I want to expect that this will happen and keep faith alive : )